I think I'm agnostic. I dont know if u can write that on the PSAT or not, but that's what I am...

so I basically told my mom today that I dont believe in god, or at least not the catholic god and ideals, and I feel so twisted inside right now it feels so weird I thought I would feel good finally saying it but truthfully I'm scared that things will be weird now ahhhhhhh

ahh why is this world so confusing

I can't concentrate...
oh well. These are my confessions of a catholic turned agnostic (not atheist. There's a difference)

I feel like kids are forced to be catholic because of baptism and the expectations of their parents.

I hate Christianity and its arrogance. Seriously, I do not want to go up to a random person and tell them that their religion is wrong and that Christianity is the only good religion and then go home and pray for their pitiful lives that will never reach salvation. You know how stupid I think everyone sitting in the pews next to me is for agreeing with the priest with that? Ugh. Its not even religion anymore. Its RUDE and it goes against my moral standards.

I apologize to all Catholics. But I do not like the catholic arrogance. Narcissism. Humph.

I dont mind believing in a god, as long as I dont feel like I'm forced to. And the thing is...religion seems kinda pointless to me right now...i believe that religion was created to explain the unknown, and truthfully, we're running out of unknowns it needs to explain. Now all I see it as is a source of comfort, and I don't mind that. But if anyone tries to evangelize to me about the superiority of their religion I will slap then.

I'm not going to say any religion is wrong. I just think there are parts of it that I disagree with, and I bet everyone does. So dont bother me and I won't bother you.

ugh I dont know what will happen now...